Its Been a Far too Long..

Wow.... i never knew i was ever gonna come and see this blog again
But i guess im here now feeling nostalgic with no doubt =)

Things without doubt has went up and down for many of us
and even the strongest of all has no exception...
fall and rise is just a cycle of life and so we move on..

Truly i know
I have never been much of a friend to you guys
and yes i KNOW i am rather insensitive at many occasions
But to be really honest, i don't even know im doing it at most times
and well at the heat of the moment...many bad decisions can be made
all which i wish could be taken back
or at the bare minimal slightly shrug off
but that truly is idealistic and nothing more
But we have pulled through haven't we =)

This is probably my 1st post in a bloody long time,
and well my last one for the rest of the year
So i hope it doesnt end up being a super long post =p

Today would mark...
A full year (probably plus minus afew days) since this blog officially started
and really...i have nothing to say
Ill just ramble on things =)

In this one year...i have meet MANY people....
some more extrodinary than others...
some more outstanding than others...
and for those who are plain...
they never fail to be sweet =)

In this one year...
I have meet Friends whom..
Smile and laugh and go wheeee just so that everyone is happy
even though deep down inside she is in sooo much pain
But never gives in to it so that everyone else can have a little more smile
in their day knowing less of the reality in her life

In this one year...
I have meet Friends whom...
Will always be there for there for me even when the times are rought
even thought his OWN methods are rough to begin with neither does he know
what his suppose to do....
thus i guess he resorts to menial and annoying methods
but truly its effort alone
a both comedic and soothing at the same time
another person who never fails to indent a smile on any emo persons face =)

In this one year...
I have meet a Friend whom...
Has been with me even though for just a brief moments
to the thickest of thorns and sweetest of confectionery  
though we may have our differences somewhere along the path
it was never a hurdle too wide that it will seperate us
for too long of a time =)

In this one year...
I have meet a Friends Whom..
Never seem to be satisfy by the amount they eat =)
but heyyyyyyy thats not a problem =p
after all, with a huge appetide also comes a huge heart
with a smile and a laugh so wide and loud,
it never fails to shake you out of depression =)
and not to mention loads of food and snacks in classes
to keep us all awake from sleepy tuition classes wheee

In this one year
I have RE-meet friends whom..
i have thought i have lost to time a long time ago
friends whom may not be of the best of additude but
whom without fail... probably are THE best of company to have
true you guys may have been rather indecisive at many times
and YES it has driven me up the wall MANY MANY MANY times
but HEY!!!
to be honest...
if you guys didnt go and become so indecisive...
our class outings would end too fast =)

In this one year
I have meet Friends whom..
Argue with me constantly over god knows what..
it doesnt have to be be educational but even in daily life >.<!!!
but again HEY!!!!
life would have been too dull if u didnt spice it up by arguing with me
all the time hahaha
and i know...
i'm probably a lousy debater as i always think im right
and even half way through and i KNOW im wrong...
Ill still insist im right >.<!!!
for that...SORRY!!!!

In this one year.
I have meet friends whom are..
Quiet as rock in the vast emptiness of the dessert
whom some turn to be my greatest hurdles in academic fields
who never fail to answer all by dim witted questions =)
and some who which turn out into someone rather talkative and awesome
who would have known.....
a quiet boy would turn out to be mr romantic right haha

I have to be honest with you guys thought...
i have never been much of a friend to begin with wasnt i =)
infact...
i go to extent of saying...
i left all of it behind...
to go after what i though was...
a cause that was greater then the world it self..
but hey...
sometimes things dont turn out the way you want them to be
and i guess it goes to say
serves me right =D

wanna hear a story =)
a story of a greedy boy...
a boy who work his life off collecting coins as a hobby
i guess this boy was obsess with money to begin with haha
The one day while walking down a lane
he meets a vendor who was selling a RARE coin
and well ...
naturally
being an avid collector himself he WANTED the coin
and well ended up trading all of his collections for that one coin
its was a brief moment of joy as he took the coin he had bought
he did ache to see the rest of his collections gone but HEY
this was a once in a lifetime chance after all =)
not two steps past the vendor...
another boy bumps into him and he drops the coin into the drain...
owh sad...owh pity...
cry as he might it was too late i guess..
the drain would have wash it down the sea already
and for all he had paid to get the coin
there were there
in the hands of the apek
smiling and laughing at the boy
with slight sympathy but more humor than pity
poor boy...
stupid boy.....
kesian.......
padan muka.....

dats up to your interpretion
anyways im off now =)
i hope you enjoy the post
and for all you PFS upper 6 students especially YOU!!!
GOOD LUCK IN SPTM =p
tata!!!!

Your truly
the annoying monitor of 6rb and now 6AB